Asymptomatic

There must be intelligent life down here

Why don't I know anyone?

Our trip to New York two years ago was not entirely fruitless, and certainly life changing.

The people there were quite different from the people I know now.  Not that I would trade my friends or want to replace them at all.  But I long for something different, something more.  I want to be more than the sum of my internet and RPGs.  Show me something new.

Making Friends and Being Influential

It's a weird state to be in.  You get out of college, you have a core set of friends.  Everyone moves to different places, gets different jobs.  You lease, you rent, you own and meet and hate new neighbors.  You join some clubs, go to some bars, meet people that just don't do it for you, but still some filter in to your circle of friends.

But here's where you are.  Not really in the prime of meeting new friends.  Not in the dating scene.  You play poker (or whatever) on weekends so you still have some reason to hang out with the folks you know.  It gives you an in to invite them over to help you move.

What next?

Ugh.  There's nothing left to do.  Actually, there's plenty but there's no motivation here.

There is this particular feature that I need to add to PageCat, like, now, but I can't bring myself to start coding on it.  Truthfully, I have begun coding on it, but I only got as far as seeing how complicated it would be before I just kind of dropped it.